I'm sorry

I’m sorry for all my flaws and not being perfect

I’m sorry I’m such a mess and a lost cause

I’m sorry for believing in a fairy tale

I’m sorry for all the tears that I shed

I’m sorry for wanting more of what I cannot have

I’m sorry for all my labels and defects

I’m sorry for all the unanswered questions I ask

I’m sorry for loving too much or never enough

I’m sorry for overbearing you with my presence

I’m sorry for thinking you are my life and world

I’m sorry for being weak around you

I’m sorry for letting my dead soul be fed by you

I’m sorry for being blinded by your light

I’m sorry for the feelings of you I can’t erase

I’m sorry it hurts intensely when I breathe

I’m sorry for not being able to break my fears

I’m sorry for never being good enough

I’m sorry for being me